What happens when you look behind and find a pocket full of lies? What happens when you remember every moment you enjoyed and realise that you won't have them back, ever? What happens then? Do you cry yourself to sleep, every night? Do you pretend that you're ok and show a smile to everyone? Yes, you do. But there comes a time in your life when you have to choose if you want to keep pretending or if you want to be brave enough to say: no. To remember everything without crying, to get stronger each day. to keep your head up and to smile. A true smile like the ones you used to have. You know, I've been waiting for that moment for some time and it ain't coming, it just ain't coming. So yes, I cry myself to sleep everynight and pretend that I'm ok so that anyone will ever ask what's going on. The worst thing about the bad situations is having to talk about them.
So when I look back and think about us, I try to find a reason for ending up like this. Broken-hearted and alone. And you know what? I can't find any. We just decided to be apart for some unknown reason, and now look at us. I can't guarantee I'll ever look at you the same way. I can't ever guarantee I'm able to look at you without crying. This is what love makes to us. It just comes really slowly, gets in us, brings us together, gives us the best moments of our lives, and then suddenly turns skinny, weightless, and you just have to keep it to yourself. As much as you want to keep sharing it with the love of your life, you just can't.
Yes, I'll keep the love I feel for you to myself but I'll be everyday imagining what it would be like if I could give it all to you like I've always did. Like I've always wanted to do.
Ps: ponham esta música em rainymood, e inspirem-se.
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